We never had a chance... We hit a very difficult part of our life and relationship... And we did not do our best to seek out the appropriate resources to reclaim and reaper what was damaged by a very challenging and difficult time in our lives.
The events and circumstances that made our life so difficult at that time were neither the fault of you or myself. It just happened to be
What fell upon us at that time.
Neither one of us was properly equipped to know all the right answers to guide our way safely through the trauma and challenges we faced. The remnants of our unfortunate culmination of events still live with us as we continue to move forward to a place of stability and understanding.
If there is one thing I must admit is that we gave up too early and did not try hard enough. For all that we had at stake was worth so much more than the effort we put forth to keep it together.
For the love we shared for so many years... The friendship that we cherished so much... The love of our children that we saw in each other... The family that we built together.... The dreams we had for each other...
It was all given up with hardly an effort to protect or save what meant so much to us...
This is not to say we did nothing... But to put in prospective what we did do was so little in relation to what we gave up.
Real life has no boundary for what we hold sacred to our heart. If you believe in the value of what it represents to you... There is no such thing as a point of no return... There is no end to what has already been established. Once a foundation has been formed... There is always a place to began again.
We can find blame in any form we like and place it on any person or situation we like. To fool ourselves is easy when you turn away from the truth and Barrie it deep inside.
The reality for us is that two people that had so much going for them... A couple that others often admired for their great friendship and understanding of each other... A family that had two very loving and devoted parents with two very loving and deserving children... Could not find it in them selves to hold onto all that meant so much to them...
Without hardly a noise to be herd... In the blink of an eye... All was let go as if it never really mattered. Done as a matter of fact like the end of a business contract... Nothing more nothing less...
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
The Evolution of My Vision: Live TV
The evolution of my custom TV projects now include live
streaming video.
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
PhotoBen750 News Letter ISSUE:0003
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This trend is strongly being supported in the industry with development of all forms of syndication of content by web feeds and video embed cods, gadgets, widgets, and other API applications. This is only a beginning of possibilities. If you have not tried IGoogle it is a great way to build your own working web page.
I am always willing to learn something new and hear what advice others have. Please don’t be hesitant to contact me and share your thoughts.
Thank you to all those who have common interest and passion that have come to visit my conglomerate of internet sites.
Please enjoy this month's selection of topics.
Take Care
Ben
New Images Posted to Picasa Many other photos updates as well |
Site Traffic and Global Growth
For the month of April I received approximately 13884 hits to www.BenGreer.com .
On YouTube I received over 30,000 views of my posted movies for a new total of 55,607 views.
This list of visitor locations is not inclusive of all visitor locations since many thousands of hits are considered unresolved or within my network and don’t have available information.
United States
Daly City-CA, Los Angeles-CA, Mountain View-CA, Rancho Cordova-CA, San Francisco-CA, San Jose-CA, San Leandro-CA, San Mateo-CA, Santa Clara-CA, Sunnyvale-CA, Washington-DC, Livonia-MI, Defiance-MO, Henderson-MO, Brooklyn-NY, Eugene-OR
International
Argentina, Australia-Bexley, Brazil, Canada-Columbia, Canada-North Vancouver, Canada-Vancouver, Denmark, France, Germany, Greece, Indonesia, Italy, Japan, Korea-Seoul, Malaysia, Mexico, Netherlands, Norway, Philippines, Poland, Seychelles, Singapore, Switzerland, United Arab Emirates-Dubai, United Kingdom, Viet Nam
 | The "Site Map" has been updated |
Contact Info: ben@bengreer.com | ben@bote-dyaryo.com | ben@photoben750.com | ben@studio-way.com
Phone: 408-718-0918
Phone: 408-718-0918
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
PhotoBen750 News Letter ISSUE:0002
This month I have an extreme amount of updates and addition that have been made. Please take your time to go through all that interest you and explore those things that may be out of your circle. Some of you may be asking yourself why. Why post all this content to the web and who is interested in such a massive amount of information? At the core of my dive to publish is that I am following my passions in life. My mind is like a sponge soaking up all that it comes in contact with and now is my opportunity to share my interpretation of these experiences. My passions may be very diverse. From music, photography, and video to science, technology, and economics and so many items in between. Don’t mistake the overwhelming amount of diversity for any lack of depth. Over the years I have gained a rich understanding of various topics by intense independent study, real world experience, and formal education. | New Videos Posted to YouTube 1. Evil Breaks 3rd Anniversary Party: DJ Deekline and MC Ivory 2. Evil Breaks 3rd Anniversary Party: Komega 3. Evil Breaks 3rd Anniversary Party: DJ M.O.D. 4. Evil Breaks 3rd Anniversary Party: DJ BAM 5. Going On A Cruz: Rock The House 6. Option 2: Fire on YouTube 7. Pimp Fire on YouTube in a Maybach 8. Fire on Youtube 9. Cooking Bacon-n-Eggs 10. 300 Still Images of Santa Clara Central Park Special YouTube Feature: |
Lucky for me I have had a life that has exposed me to many different communities throughout the United States and around the world. With the power of technology I have been able to connect and reconnect with friends that I have not seen in many years. This has helped increase my exposure to new communities opening up communication with individuals that I have never met before, but have a great common interest.
I eventual hope to transition parts of my site and passions into a source of income through professional grade bolgs. How fast this will happen and how much income it will generate I am unsure of. I do have a lot of research on the potential of such ventures, but like any business you are taking a risk that requires faith, determination, and lots of hard work.
Part of my strategy is to extend my “Internet Footprint” into as many communities as possible. This will help in my efforts to reconnect to past friends as well as make new connection. If you happen to be apart of an online community that I am currently with please add me as a friend. If you have an online community that I can share my share my passions in please send me a link so I can check it out.
I am always willing to learn something new and hear what advice others have. Please don’t be hesitant to contact me and share your thoughts. If you or some one you know has been successful in creating a career or at least a partial income through professional bloging I would love to get some pointer.
Thank to all those who have common interest and passion that have come to visit my conglomerate of internet sites.
Please enjoy this month's selection of topics.
Take Care
Ben
New Images Posted to Picasa |
Site Traffic and Global Growth
For the month of March I received approximately 9000 hits to www.BenGreer.com . This is almost 5 times the number of hits received for January.
On YouTube I received over 20,000 views of my posted movies.
This list of visitor locations is not inclusive of all visitor locations since many thousands of hits are considered unresolved or within my network and don’t have available information.
United States
Beaverton, OR- US Educational - Eugene, OR - Los Angelus, CA - Montgomery, FL - Mountain View, CA - Oakland, CA - Parker, KS - Portland, OR - San Antonio, TX - San Francisco, CA - San Jose, CA - San Mateo, CA - Santa Clara, CA - Sunnyvale, CA
International
Australia, Belgium, Brazil, Canada, China, Croatia (Hrvatska), Egypt, Germany, Hong Kong, Italy, Japan, Korea, Myanmar, Netherlands, Philippines, Russian Federation, Seychelles, Singapore, Sweden, United Kingdom
| The "Site Map" has been updated |
Contact Info: ben@bengreer.com | ben@bote-dyaryo.com | ben@photoben750.com | ben@studio-way.com
Phone: 408-718-0918
Phone: 408-718-0918
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